heaven's journals

...I'll try to know me. You'll try to understand me...

Saturday, October 28, 2006

elite...

the elected few

Energy is a very curious thing...You can't define exactly what it is, except for it's consequences, since it exists only when it flows like water form one medium to another. We can see it (forms of it), hear it (the same), maybe touch it, but most importantly, we can feel it, and it is everywhere. Einstein said that humans are mere containers for energy, stating that mass is a condensed form of energy, however we can not make energy nor destroy it, just try to control it to obey our demands and intentions.

All this babbling because my minor (if I had the ability, the patience and the money) would be in the field of energy, which is said to be the most interesting area in engineering (if I liked engineering enough).
Some take as an elite area...

Elite; definition- Small group that in a broad whole is assumed as superior by it's functions.
I'm hardly the type for elite.

Thursday, October 26, 2006

heaven's journals

thoughts

By the way, does anyone knows why this annoying template has the sidebar in the bottom of the page ? Oh well, might aswell stick to it, at least it's original.

Behold

There is a great deal of discussion in the country, and we conclude that maybe it's time to stop and think why are we so miserable. So much work, so much sacrifices, and nothing to show for it... "Foreign people are better because they have another culture" , " They are on the edge of development", "They have a more advanced thinking". some of these statements are true, others may not be so right, but then, why not learn with the best? Why not chane for better? If I could change myself, surely can everybody else...



Technology isn't a solution for everything

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

jinx

... And so we have so much potential in the form of people, that can teach us to tap into our own strengths and cruise our path. But (unlimited?) potential is only imagination, that has to be turned in concrete work and existing in the real living. How can I (we) do that ?

Monday, October 23, 2006

it's raining outside...

intelligence ?

Don't these bad days just make you miss the early youth days when life seemed so simple, so certain, so ... miraculous ?!! But today, lost in the violent banality of the day by day, I sometimes find that growing up isn't necessarily a blessing, if growing means to get acostumed to suffering and take it as normal... and to think I was so very afraid of horror movies when I was young and became grateful for all those monsters in dark alleys and dreadful corners were only a product from some sick imagination... Well, this world, this real world, must come from a very twisted mind. Wow, I feel better now, just wanted to say that it was my mother's b-day , and that I'm sorry that I couldn't be near her, and use my self called super intelligence to brighten up her day, and this from a person who hopes to conquer the world, but can be so dumb and nerd to the people who really matter. All this because an area of activity that I don't even like (I'm not that a technological person), could it get any stupider ? The point is... I'm lacking direction in my life, and it eats me in the inside like a moth.